Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Feeling...Pondering

If "Good thing come to those who wait" do bad things happen to people who jump into it? What if you take a peek into what is going to be happening bc you just dont have the patients? Are you jinxed? set up to fail? worse?

Ok enough of the guilt trip on to blogging....

I don't know why but I am really NOT in the Christmas mood. Sure Jus did a BEAUTIFUL job with all our decorations. Also we are almost done with our shopping, and the ones we have bought are wrapped preciously under our nicely decorated tree. I even baked Christmas cookies FROM SCRATCH. I guess there is just something about a 70 degree Christmas that just keeps be from being jolly. And I know that the minute Christmas does come it will just seem like another day. It may also be to the fact that this is my first Christmas in my own home. And the fact that I am banished from sleeping in my parents house....well I am not just Justin, but that is a long story. I wish there could be a HAPPY CHIRSTMAS pill I could take to get in the mood. I still have 12 days to get happy so time will tell. Meanwhile if anyone has any suggestions, send them my way :)

1 comment:

Sarah said...

It's normal to feel that way. You are feeling like we ruined the suprise and it just doesn't FEEL like Christmas when is 80 outside. Friday it's supposed to get back down to 60's for the high so it will feel better. Also, next week Chris will be gone for a whole week on a hunting trip so I'm way open to shopping.

AND your first Christmas away from home SUCKS. I somehow got away with sleeping at my moms for years even though we didn't live together. THEN I got married and we had to move away three days before Christmas. The last two Christmas' have been in Texas and they sucked. BUT you get over it and you make new traditions. It's unfortunately time to grow up and it stings a little. ESPECIALLY when you're the oldest and the others are still deep into old traditions. I cried when I didn't have the same stocking I'd always had. Now we have a new stocking tradition.

I should have made this a blog response.