With the end of my twentith year coming to a close I have been very stressed. Stressed financially, emotionally, at work, at home and most saddening with Justin. I find my self snapping at him and saying, "look I will just call you later!" I miss him so much but he and I talked it is not him. I am just SSSOOOO busy and it seems like I just cant get a moment to sit and breathe. Thank goodness Sarah and I went to get our nails down yesterday! OH it was a much needed 45min breath, even though my night was still horrible it could have been worse right?
I just want to be by myself and sleep!!!! I feel soooo tired all the time now!!! I think it is bc I am so busy. I would love nothing more to go to Justin's Friday night just to be nexted to him and have a good night's sleep but on the other hand I want to spend some time with my family on for my bday. We will eat dinner Friday night and watch movies when we get back. My sisters and I will have a small luau just for us since they can not come on Sat. I think it will be nice even though it is not alone time it is queit time.
Saturday will consist of a min of 5 hours of road time!!!!!!!!!!!!!That is just being on the road time. That is not even tackling the "TO DO" list that is growing faster by the minute! I just cant wait to the party but in another way I just cant wait until it is all said and done. Stupid I know but that is just how I feel right now.
I am excited dont get me wrong but now is when I start getting pessimistic and all this work piling up is not helping!!! At least I have GREAT friends that I get to celebrate with this Saturday!!!!
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- I am a simple southern girl. I am married to my highschool sweetheart, Justin. We were seperated for a few years which was probably the best thing for us. We grew up, learned life lessons, and made mistakes. Together we will make a life for ourselves built on the love we have always held for each other. I can not believe I am blessed enough to be married to this man. He is perfect for me, and I could not imagine my life any better then it is right now!
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I just wanted to mention that you need to be careful of how often you bring up past relationships. It can seem to the outsiders (Justin) that you're comparing them, and even though we both know Justin is WAY WAY better than Daniel, he may feel a little out of place or unappreciated. You do bring up the past a lot I noticed. Also, take a breather...I know you were super stressed about Saturday, and I was too, but you were really pushing Justin away. Just wanted to let you know. You can take that or leave it.
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