Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Confusion?!

I have been calling for an apartment in Youngsville. I love it but there are none available. The one bed, one bath is all I would need. It is small enough for one and only one. So where does the confusion lie? Justin.

All of a sudden out of the clear blue sky he is "considering" moving to Lafayette. So of course he wants to move in. The pessimistic person I am is saying NO, the Catholic woman that I am is saying NO, but my heart is saying "hey is it really that bad?" So I considered making a Pro/Con list. But I still know no matter what my parents would never forgive me for "living in sin". It is too soon for us to think about getting married, and I DO want to be closer to him but I just dont know.

The one bedroom would be WAY too small for two ppl and all of our STUFF, so that would mean looking for a 2 bedroom that, if he would leave, I could not afford on my own. :sigh: I am stuck and dont know what to do?!

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