Update

Just to keep you posted.... I have had only one phone call from Justin and that was Tuesday!!! Kory broke the computer so we dont even have a myspace relationship!!! Thank God I get to go over Saturday night!!! and I will spend the day with him on Sunday. I miss him so much!

I have a suprise for him, however. Last weekend he kept mentioning "when we have children...." WHOOOOO buddy! Wedding first children later!!! So I am bring Elly along for the trip. This way he can see how "good" parents take care of their children and are actually around them. You see his sister has a 4 yr old but I have never once seen her with either parent!! Hello!!! who has this kid?!!! We will do and go all the places we need to but with the baby in tow. *evil grin* This way he may think twice before metioning it agian.

Dont get me wrong I want children, lots of them, just not now. And when I do I want my Husband to help out with simple things and to know what I am going to be going through.

Justin was in and out of his mother's home and lived with several family members throughout his life. He NEVER lived with his dad. I dont want him to be a dad like his was.

ok back to work maybe i will continue later :)