So as you may be able to tell by the title I AM MOVING!!!!! I am soo excited!! I have to go on the tenth and fill out the final paper work and get my keys.....eeeekkkk!!! Then reality hit me when I started packing. I have alot of CRAP. I mean I have some nice things and things I will def use in the new place but I can collect a bunch of meaningless "stuff" in 12years. I dont even remember packing to move to this house so I am clueless.
No matter how many boxes I pack up it still seems like I have soooo much left. I am trying not to bring things I will never use. I only have 650Sqft to work with and I dont want to feel cluttered.
I have scratched a couple things off of my list. I got renter's insurance, I am in the process of changing my address for my bills and bank, and I have ordered a dinning set. Now all I have is 5 billion other things to get done and continue with school and work. I also have to find time to study for a test and work on a group project.
I AM SOOOOOO STRESSED AND OVERWHELMED!!!!
Is this normal? I hope everything settles down by the end of October so I can enjoy my freedom.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Confusion?!
I have been calling for an apartment in Youngsville. I love it but there are none available. The one bed, one bath is all I would need. It is small enough for one and only one. So where does the confusion lie? Justin.
All of a sudden out of the clear blue sky he is "considering" moving to Lafayette. So of course he wants to move in. The pessimistic person I am is saying NO, the Catholic woman that I am is saying NO, but my heart is saying "hey is it really that bad?" So I considered making a Pro/Con list. But I still know no matter what my parents would never forgive me for "living in sin". It is too soon for us to think about getting married, and I DO want to be closer to him but I just dont know.
The one bedroom would be WAY too small for two ppl and all of our STUFF, so that would mean looking for a 2 bedroom that, if he would leave, I could not afford on my own. :sigh: I am stuck and dont know what to do?!
All of a sudden out of the clear blue sky he is "considering" moving to Lafayette. So of course he wants to move in. The pessimistic person I am is saying NO, the Catholic woman that I am is saying NO, but my heart is saying "hey is it really that bad?" So I considered making a Pro/Con list. But I still know no matter what my parents would never forgive me for "living in sin". It is too soon for us to think about getting married, and I DO want to be closer to him but I just dont know.
The one bedroom would be WAY too small for two ppl and all of our STUFF, so that would mean looking for a 2 bedroom that, if he would leave, I could not afford on my own. :sigh: I am stuck and dont know what to do?!
Monday, September 24, 2007
Patiently waiting
Ok not to brag but I have the GREATEST man of all time. (right, like you never heard anyone say that) Friday night I left work and floored it to Lake Charles to suprise him with a "date night". Why you may ask, well allow me to explain myself.
I dont know why but last week I was a totally witch with a ''b''. I dont know why but I know it was me and he never mentioned anything until Wednesday night. And all he asked was if everything was alright. I told him I just havent been feeling myself lately but that I really was not mad at him and I was sorry for taking it out on him. So being the crazy romantic that I am, I started planning.
I already had plans promised to Kendi for Sunday so it would have to be Saturday evening since he usually works Saturdays now. Well I decided that I could go Friday night hang out at the apartment while he was at work and have supper Saturday night and leave late Saturday. You know my plans can never work out as planned so everything got turned around.
Jeremy, Justin's old friend and former boss, called him to see if he wanted to make extra money by working for him Saturday and Sunday. Of course Jus is not going to turn down good $$ so he planned on waking at the crack of stupid and driving into Franklin were the job was being done on location. So we were still able to have our date night.
I never fails that every time I go to LC to visit him we always wind up at Wal Mart within the first hour of me being there. There is always something he or I need/want. So after our traditional shopping trip, we went back to the house to get dressed up. We then headed out to Outback. We ate WAY to much but had a nice time anyways.
I missed not seeing or talking to him this weekend but it was worth it for him.
I dont know why but last week I was a totally witch with a ''b''. I dont know why but I know it was me and he never mentioned anything until Wednesday night. And all he asked was if everything was alright. I told him I just havent been feeling myself lately but that I really was not mad at him and I was sorry for taking it out on him. So being the crazy romantic that I am, I started planning.
I already had plans promised to Kendi for Sunday so it would have to be Saturday evening since he usually works Saturdays now. Well I decided that I could go Friday night hang out at the apartment while he was at work and have supper Saturday night and leave late Saturday. You know my plans can never work out as planned so everything got turned around.
Jeremy, Justin's old friend and former boss, called him to see if he wanted to make extra money by working for him Saturday and Sunday. Of course Jus is not going to turn down good $$ so he planned on waking at the crack of stupid and driving into Franklin were the job was being done on location. So we were still able to have our date night.
I never fails that every time I go to LC to visit him we always wind up at Wal Mart within the first hour of me being there. There is always something he or I need/want. So after our traditional shopping trip, we went back to the house to get dressed up. We then headed out to Outback. We ate WAY to much but had a nice time anyways.
I missed not seeing or talking to him this weekend but it was worth it for him.
Monday, September 10, 2007
Weekend Update!!
I apologize in advanced for this one being either long and/or hard to follow.
To start off the weekend I picked up Elly Friday afterwork. She had been eaten up by mesquitos (which I know I will be blamed for) when her mom and her were waiting for me to pick them up downtown. When I got to Mark's office she was waiting outside with Elly, a diaper bag, and stroller.....no car seat. Sorry but I am one of those people who will honk my horn and wave you down if you kid is not strapped in correctly. She tells me that Elly does not like her carseat and prefers riding on your lap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cursed her out and then told her either she take the bus or I would go get the carseat and come back! She obviously did not want to have the baby all weekend so I got the carseat and went back to get them.
She had a very good night, she only woke up for her normal feedings. Why a 7mt old still can not go more then 3 hours without a bottle at night worries me but maybe it is normal for some. I got a good bit of cleaning done so I am not complaining.
Saturday was my Premier Party. I did not have nearly as many people come as I had planned but that serves me right for coinsiding with football right? oh well next time. Even with the few orders I got some pretty good stuff for FREE!!!! Gotta love that word right.
After the party I hurried and packed waited for Elly to awake from her nap and drove to Lake Charles. Elly played for most of the trip and I only had to pull over once to give her a quick bottle. Of course she fell asleep about 15 mins before we got there but really wasnt cranky when she woke up to get her out. He was suprised but not upset that she was there.
We went to Wal Mart and cooked burgers Saturday night. He played with her and of course I forgot the camera. They were just tooo cute together though. She was very well behaved too. She did not sleep very well though. She was up every hour to hour and a half. He got up sometimes but I got up everytime, maturnal instinct I guess. On top of that she got up at 6:30am, played for 1 1/2 hours and then went down again for another hour. Justin and I fell back asleep for the nap but were still tired for the most part.
We had a good day though. She played with everyone who came to the apartment. Most of them were from France so when they would speak in french to her she would laugh and giggle til she couldnt breath any more.(i really wish I would have had my camera). We, Elly and I, headed home about 5pm last night with another good ride home. Actually a great ride she slept the entire trip!!!
Well I have jury duty tomorrow so I better get back to work. :)
To start off the weekend I picked up Elly Friday afterwork. She had been eaten up by mesquitos (which I know I will be blamed for) when her mom and her were waiting for me to pick them up downtown. When I got to Mark's office she was waiting outside with Elly, a diaper bag, and stroller.....no car seat. Sorry but I am one of those people who will honk my horn and wave you down if you kid is not strapped in correctly. She tells me that Elly does not like her carseat and prefers riding on your lap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cursed her out and then told her either she take the bus or I would go get the carseat and come back! She obviously did not want to have the baby all weekend so I got the carseat and went back to get them.
She had a very good night, she only woke up for her normal feedings. Why a 7mt old still can not go more then 3 hours without a bottle at night worries me but maybe it is normal for some. I got a good bit of cleaning done so I am not complaining.
Saturday was my Premier Party. I did not have nearly as many people come as I had planned but that serves me right for coinsiding with football right? oh well next time. Even with the few orders I got some pretty good stuff for FREE!!!! Gotta love that word right.
After the party I hurried and packed waited for Elly to awake from her nap and drove to Lake Charles. Elly played for most of the trip and I only had to pull over once to give her a quick bottle. Of course she fell asleep about 15 mins before we got there but really wasnt cranky when she woke up to get her out. He was suprised but not upset that she was there.
We went to Wal Mart and cooked burgers Saturday night. He played with her and of course I forgot the camera. They were just tooo cute together though. She was very well behaved too. She did not sleep very well though. She was up every hour to hour and a half. He got up sometimes but I got up everytime, maturnal instinct I guess. On top of that she got up at 6:30am, played for 1 1/2 hours and then went down again for another hour. Justin and I fell back asleep for the nap but were still tired for the most part.
We had a good day though. She played with everyone who came to the apartment. Most of them were from France so when they would speak in french to her she would laugh and giggle til she couldnt breath any more.(i really wish I would have had my camera). We, Elly and I, headed home about 5pm last night with another good ride home. Actually a great ride she slept the entire trip!!!
Well I have jury duty tomorrow so I better get back to work. :)
Friday, September 7, 2007
RANT
so after a day like i have had (well the week rather) it is safe to say that when i do have children they will more then likely be home schooled. they will also have a room surrounded by concrete. there are sooo many sick people out there!!!! you can not watch the news anymore with out getting completely depressed!
on article was about how 32 students were arrested from one high school. it also contained in the article how many middle school aged children were arrested. this is just from the schools that is not those picked up off of the school campus. how safe are our kids really? and where may i ask are parents????
i am a firm believer in that some people who have kids should never have done it!!! they have no clue how to raise a child. they let them run rampid through the streets at all hours of the night and they are the first to complain when their child gets into trouble. about how the laws are unfair and how they have no idea when their child leaves bc they are "old enough to make their own decisions" well let me tell you a 13 pregeant girl did not get that way by her parents keeping an eye on them!!! 13, 13, 13!!!!! how in the hell do you not know if your 13 is having sex?! She is toooo young to be anywhere by herself to begin with.
i really hate it when parents try to be the "cool" parents and are not going to bug and bother there child about where they are going or where they have been. You can still be cool and not bug. Simply ask, "johnny around what time do you think you will be back?" or "susie who's house are you going to?" at that age they shouldnt even have friends that drive so you are the other parent should be driving and picking them up. and ask if the other parents will be home.
set rules for your children too. rules they must follow even when they are not in your house. teach them how to conduct and respect themselves and others. if you are not confident they can do this DONT LET THEM GO!!! you are the parent and they are 13!!! trust me if you dont handle them now they will walk all over you more when they are older.
start when they are 2 and 3 to say "yes ma'm and yes sir". simple right? some people have no concept of manners even as adults!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and another thing... if you have a drug habit that is your problem, not mine. DO NOT bring a carton of cigs filled with drugs and expect me to not report your a$$ to the police.
also dont expect any respect from me after you do something STUPID!!!
***ok im done now***
on article was about how 32 students were arrested from one high school. it also contained in the article how many middle school aged children were arrested. this is just from the schools that is not those picked up off of the school campus. how safe are our kids really? and where may i ask are parents????
i am a firm believer in that some people who have kids should never have done it!!! they have no clue how to raise a child. they let them run rampid through the streets at all hours of the night and they are the first to complain when their child gets into trouble. about how the laws are unfair and how they have no idea when their child leaves bc they are "old enough to make their own decisions" well let me tell you a 13 pregeant girl did not get that way by her parents keeping an eye on them!!! 13, 13, 13!!!!! how in the hell do you not know if your 13 is having sex?! She is toooo young to be anywhere by herself to begin with.
i really hate it when parents try to be the "cool" parents and are not going to bug and bother there child about where they are going or where they have been. You can still be cool and not bug. Simply ask, "johnny around what time do you think you will be back?" or "susie who's house are you going to?" at that age they shouldnt even have friends that drive so you are the other parent should be driving and picking them up. and ask if the other parents will be home.
set rules for your children too. rules they must follow even when they are not in your house. teach them how to conduct and respect themselves and others. if you are not confident they can do this DONT LET THEM GO!!! you are the parent and they are 13!!! trust me if you dont handle them now they will walk all over you more when they are older.
start when they are 2 and 3 to say "yes ma'm and yes sir". simple right? some people have no concept of manners even as adults!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and another thing... if you have a drug habit that is your problem, not mine. DO NOT bring a carton of cigs filled with drugs and expect me to not report your a$$ to the police.
also dont expect any respect from me after you do something STUPID!!!
***ok im done now***
Update
Just to keep you posted.... I have had only one phone call from Justin and that was Tuesday!!! Kory broke the computer so we dont even have a myspace relationship!!! Thank God I get to go over Saturday night!!! and I will spend the day with him on Sunday. I miss him so much!
I have a suprise for him, however. Last weekend he kept mentioning "when we have children...." WHOOOOO buddy! Wedding first children later!!! So I am bring Elly along for the trip. This way he can see how "good" parents take care of their children and are actually around them. You see his sister has a 4 yr old but I have never once seen her with either parent!! Hello!!! who has this kid?!!! We will do and go all the places we need to but with the baby in tow. *evil grin* This way he may think twice before metioning it agian.
Dont get me wrong I want children, lots of them, just not now. And when I do I want my Husband to help out with simple things and to know what I am going to be going through.
Justin was in and out of his mother's home and lived with several family members throughout his life. He NEVER lived with his dad. I dont want him to be a dad like his was.
ok back to work maybe i will continue later :)
I have a suprise for him, however. Last weekend he kept mentioning "when we have children...." WHOOOOO buddy! Wedding first children later!!! So I am bring Elly along for the trip. This way he can see how "good" parents take care of their children and are actually around them. You see his sister has a 4 yr old but I have never once seen her with either parent!! Hello!!! who has this kid?!!! We will do and go all the places we need to but with the baby in tow. *evil grin* This way he may think twice before metioning it agian.
Dont get me wrong I want children, lots of them, just not now. And when I do I want my Husband to help out with simple things and to know what I am going to be going through.
Justin was in and out of his mother's home and lived with several family members throughout his life. He NEVER lived with his dad. I dont want him to be a dad like his was.
ok back to work maybe i will continue later :)
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Warning: this on is going to be EVERYWHERE...hope you can keep up!
First off I am not in a good mood bc my bf's WONDERFUL sister decided it was ok to run up his minutes on his cell until it is shut off and now has to pay $236.78 to turn it back on!!!!!!! Oh I cant wait to give her a piece of my mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On the other hand I spent a good bit of time with him this weekend. I went over Saturday night after Katie's party and came back Sunday night. We had a good weekend. He never left my side!! I guess it is true...absence does make the heart grow fonder :)
We picked up his younger brother, Kory, and went visit Mr. Glenn, their dad, at the rehab center in LC Sunday afternoon. We where having a very nice visit. He introduced us to several of his friends and supporters he has met since being in there. All were very nice guys and nurses. He looks good but it is very different to not see him drunk. It is very nice actually.
Now here is the twist!!! After sitting there Kory leans over and tells me that a guy keeps staring at me?! So I turn and he looks familiar but I dont like to be rude so I avoided the whole thing and cuddled closer to Justin so maybe he would notice we were together and stop staring at me. Then all of a sudden Mr Glenn introduced us to him. "Tim come see. I would like you to meet.......", this is where I panic. Tim!! Tim!!! Security Guard from HIE, Tim!! Drug head who left me the week of graduation, TIM!!!!! OMG!!!! He is in REHAB!!!! with my bf's dad!!! Small world, huh?!
Justin could see that I was VERY uncomfortable. Tim kept hitting on me right there infront of Justin. He was just going on and on about how he is sorry he stopped calling and how it was all because of drugs, and how he never meant to hurt me, and how much he has thought about me and how he missed me, and how he wants to move back to Lafayette when he gets out and maybe we could hang out again. That was it!! That was the last thing Justin could take. He and I were trying to ignor him but we had had enough!!!
We left and went to Wal Mart were Kory acted the ass!!! I swear I do not want a 17 year old son!!!! We did manage to buy some really nice shirts and a pair of shorts and shoes for Justin...which he needed badly!!! I also bought some things that a girl needs in a bachelor pad...lol. I bought my own bath soap, bath ball, shampoo, conditioner, and deoderant. Come on I was on a deserted island when I am there!!!! I need some estrogen around me!!!
I also managed to give Justin a long overdue haircut....I will have pics later. Yes I,Talor, cut hair without blood shed!!! It actually came out very nice! I like it and so did everyone else!!
Kory was busted looking at porn on Justin's computer BY ME!!!! Oh did I get on his ass!!! I told him if he wanted to do it fine, but not were I could see, and not on someone else's computer. Justin was PISSED to say the least(at least now we know why he had so many viruses) CHILDREN!!!!!!
Overall, though, it was a nice weekend. I have to say to that between his dad and Tim I dont think Justin in such as big of a hurry to move to Florida!!! and that makes me happy!!!
On the other hand I spent a good bit of time with him this weekend. I went over Saturday night after Katie's party and came back Sunday night. We had a good weekend. He never left my side!! I guess it is true...absence does make the heart grow fonder :)
We picked up his younger brother, Kory, and went visit Mr. Glenn, their dad, at the rehab center in LC Sunday afternoon. We where having a very nice visit. He introduced us to several of his friends and supporters he has met since being in there. All were very nice guys and nurses. He looks good but it is very different to not see him drunk. It is very nice actually.
Now here is the twist!!! After sitting there Kory leans over and tells me that a guy keeps staring at me?! So I turn and he looks familiar but I dont like to be rude so I avoided the whole thing and cuddled closer to Justin so maybe he would notice we were together and stop staring at me. Then all of a sudden Mr Glenn introduced us to him. "Tim come see. I would like you to meet.......", this is where I panic. Tim!! Tim!!! Security Guard from HIE, Tim!! Drug head who left me the week of graduation, TIM!!!!! OMG!!!! He is in REHAB!!!! with my bf's dad!!! Small world, huh?!
Justin could see that I was VERY uncomfortable. Tim kept hitting on me right there infront of Justin. He was just going on and on about how he is sorry he stopped calling and how it was all because of drugs, and how he never meant to hurt me, and how much he has thought about me and how he missed me, and how he wants to move back to Lafayette when he gets out and maybe we could hang out again. That was it!! That was the last thing Justin could take. He and I were trying to ignor him but we had had enough!!!
We left and went to Wal Mart were Kory acted the ass!!! I swear I do not want a 17 year old son!!!! We did manage to buy some really nice shirts and a pair of shorts and shoes for Justin...which he needed badly!!! I also bought some things that a girl needs in a bachelor pad...lol. I bought my own bath soap, bath ball, shampoo, conditioner, and deoderant. Come on I was on a deserted island when I am there!!!! I need some estrogen around me!!!
I also managed to give Justin a long overdue haircut....I will have pics later. Yes I,Talor, cut hair without blood shed!!! It actually came out very nice! I like it and so did everyone else!!
Kory was busted looking at porn on Justin's computer BY ME!!!! Oh did I get on his ass!!! I told him if he wanted to do it fine, but not were I could see, and not on someone else's computer. Justin was PISSED to say the least(at least now we know why he had so many viruses) CHILDREN!!!!!!
Overall, though, it was a nice weekend. I have to say to that between his dad and Tim I dont think Justin in such as big of a hurry to move to Florida!!! and that makes me happy!!!
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